<?xml version="1.0" encoding="UTF-8"?><rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom" version="2.0" xmlns:media="http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/"><channel><title><![CDATA[tyler (at home)]]></title><description><![CDATA[tyler (at home)]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/</link><image><url>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/favicon.png</url><title>tyler (at home)</title><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/</link></image><generator>Ghost 3.42</generator><lastBuildDate>Wed, 04 Mar 2026 23:59:41 GMT</lastBuildDate><atom:link href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/rss/" rel="self" type="application/rss+xml"/><ttl>60</ttl><item><title><![CDATA[Songs of 2024]]></title><description><![CDATA[<p>Looking at my listening history from the past year, I've fully embraced nothing,nowhere. as my favorite artist (who has three times as many listens as the next highest artists, and was also my most-listened to artist in 2023). Here's to <a href="https://thechorus.com/nothingnowhere">The Cult of the Reaper.</a></p><!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/playlist/2RcDsD3bf2d9TPpeKtyhhX?utm_source=generator&theme=0" width="100%" height="352" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: markdown--><h2 id="favorite-albums">Favorite Albums</h2><ol><li><strong>Dark Magic</strong></li></ol>]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2024-playlist/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">67699a55fa83ed60e738b521</guid><category><![CDATA[music]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 31 Dec 2024 17:02:19 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Looking at my listening history from the past year, I've fully embraced nothing,nowhere. as my favorite artist (who has three times as many listens as the next highest artists, and was also my most-listened to artist in 2023). Here's to <a href="https://thechorus.com/nothingnowhere">The Cult of the Reaper.</a></p><!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/playlist/2RcDsD3bf2d9TPpeKtyhhX?utm_source=generator&theme=0" width="100%" height="352" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: markdown--><h2 id="favorite-albums">Favorite Albums</h2><ol><li><strong>Dark Magic – nothing,nowhere.</strong><br><em>The Cult of the Reaper saved me. </em>🤞🏻<em> </em>n,n.'s first release of 2024 (of four!) sets the mood with some some dark and dreamy emo-rap, building up the n,n. world through interspersed faux newscaster clips that flesh out a colorful moral-panic perspective of the Cult of the Reaper from the outside, while boastful lyrics describing Reaper Ranch paired with somber cultist testimonials illustrate the view from inside the cult.</li><li><strong>Cult Classic – nothing,nowhere.</strong><br><em>Cult. Cult. Cult. </em>I kept going back and forth between Cult Classic and Dark Magic for my favorite record, but these are both gems. While Dark Magic has its tone set from reactionary newscasters, Cult Classic gets its color from enthusiastic radio DJ spots on Reaper Radio. Plus, this record gets a dreamy 80s track in Electric Heartbreak (with a backwoods-boy, New England twist, opening with the lines <em>"Ooh, you're sweet like maple."</em>).</li><li><strong>Neck Deep – Neck Deep</strong><br>My favorite record from Neck Deep so far, this whole album is a a fast, upbeat collection of well refined pop-punk songs. This one is just <em>fun</em>.</li><li><strong>The Story So Far – I Want To Disappear</strong><br><em>So just say you want out / And we can stop all this pain now.</em> The Story So Far has continued to refine its sound too! 2018's Proper Dose felt like the band experimenting with maturation, and this year's I Want To Disappear feels like the version of the band they've been growing towards. Great record.</li><li><strong>Casey – How To Disappear</strong><br><em>But I still can't find the words to compensate for how vacant I have been / I never meant to take you for granted, but I know that I did / God, I hate myself for how you must think about me now / I know how much it hurts to grieve / but please don't hate me if I leave.</em> Another heartbreaking post-hardcore meditation on grief and living in disharmony with the world from the Welsh band Casey, with a falsetto resolving on an unexpected note in the first track that gave me literal chills the first time I heard it.</li></ol><p><strong>More Year-End Playlists:</strong></p><ul><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2023-playlist">Songs of 2023</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2022-playlist">Songs of 2022</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2021-playlist">Songs of 2021</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2018-playlist/">Songs of 2018</a></li></ul><h2 id="bonus-favorite-purchases-of-2024">Bonus: Favorite Purchases of 2024</h2><ul><li>My <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/fixed">fixed-gear</a> bike.<br>My favorite way to get around the city, this bike changed my life.</li><li><a href="https://chromeindustries.com/products/mini-kadet-sling-bag?gad_source=1&amp;gclid=EAIaIQobChMIy8uL6c2-igMVCVz_AR0VLjaAEAAYASAAEgLOnfD_BwE&amp;variant=40554888101948">Chrome Mini Kadet Sling bag</a><br>This bag is basically perfect. It's tiny. It has a holster for a U-lock. It has an option for a stabilizer strap so it doesn't slide down when I'm on my bike. It has an option for a seatbelt-style buckle, so I can unbuckle it to get it on and off over my helmet. And it just looks great. I don't need to carry much around town, but also don't like to have much in my pockets. This is <em>exactly</em> what I needed, and if anything happened to it I would buy another immediately.</li><li><a href="https://nuphy.com/products/halo65?variant=40194795602029">Nuphy Halo 65</a> (white, brown switches)<br>I type a lot for work, and my work laptop is a pile of cheap hardware that is largely unpleasant to interact with. This keyboard looks beautiful, sounds lovely, and feels incredibly satisfying to use with its tactile switches. I've used blue switches before (a little louder than is necessary) and red linear switches (okay for gaming, but not nearly as nice to type on), and this keyboard with these switches just feels right for me. I've used a handful of keyboards over the years, and have briefly peered down the rabbit hole of soldering together a custom one, but this keyboard is so good. My only gripe is that having the backticks on the esc key (accessible from holding down the fn key) is an inconvenience considering how often I use them when writing code. A full function-key row with the small tenkeyless layout would be perfect.</li><li><a href="https://beans72.com/">Buckwheat hull pillow</a><br>I favor firm sleeping surfaces, and enjoy sleeping on a tatami mat during most of the warmer months of the year. Adding a traditional Japanese-size buckwheat hull pillow <em>just makes sense</em>. It's cool, supportive, airy, simple, and after the hulls have been "polished," will remain consistent in volume in a way that fluffy pillows never could.</li><li><a href="https://www.echoneon.com/product/led-lamp">LED "neon" tube lamps</a><br>I added three of these to my apartment and it makes me so much happier during these darker months to have some<a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/enc"> extra light and color</a></li><li><a href="https://meileaf.com/teaware/jumping-knife-cup/?srsltid=AfmBOoqnpAU9B40qGGB9ALwhalgrNh6i11YeN1OwrloCKJMdtTVPwMC_">Jianshui clay teacups</a><br>These feel incredible in the hand, and unglazed clay tends to add a little extra body to tea it comes in contact with. I only drink sheng pu-erh tea with these, and it always feels like a treat when these come out.</li><li>Earplugs<br>I've somehow been using the same foam earplugs for concerts since 2011, but decided to upgrade to something more audio-focused with a conical design. The first pair I bought made my ear canals a little too itchy, but I somehow managed to lose those when their case unscrewed itself while I was on my bike or at the grocery store, so I tried another variant from Earpeace, and I like them a little better. Any of these are an upgrade from foam plugs, and having them in my bag or on my keychain has been a lifesaver for concerts, movie theaters, or even loud cafeteria/social settings.</li></ul>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Arch Linux Experiments]]></title><description><![CDATA[I set up an Arch i3 environment to play with Linux while my Mac is away.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/arch/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6766002cfa83ed60e738b215</guid><category><![CDATA[dev]]></category><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 23 Dec 2024 02:50:00 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch-transparency-1.png" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch-transparency-1.png" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"><p>Recently, a designer-friend's Mac had an unfortunate run-in with a glass of water, and I volunteered my personal Macbook Pro as an interim solution, eager to seize the opportunity to lean more heavily on my iPad as an experiment.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup></p>
<p>Alas, before too long I wanted to write some code for personal projects, for which the iPad is still unfortunately insufficient.</p>
<p>And then I wound up on <a href="https://reddit.com/r/unixporn">r/UnixPorn</a>.</p>
<p>I became entranced by all the pretty <a href="https://hyprland.org">Hyprland</a> themes the kids are into these days, with their anime wallpapers and vaporwave color palettes and command-line trinkets and decorators, so, I created a virtual machine on my gaming PC to experiment with Arch Linux and the i3 window manager<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn2" id="fnref2">[2]</a></sup> and embraced the stereotypical programmer practice of customizing my environment for <em>at least</em> a week as a prerequisite to starting any real work.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch-desktop.png" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"></p>
<p>I found some keybindings I liked,<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn3" id="fnref3">[3]</a></sup> tinkered with some apps and terminal themes, and then settled in to <em>finally</em> write some code. The tiled windows worked well, and having a Matrix-inspired digital rain terminal window open on the side added a little <em>je ne sais quoi</em> to the experience.</p>
<p>I bought an inexpensive mini-pc which will eventually become an upgraded Plex server with some enhancements like GPU transcoding and faster analysis tasks. <em>But in the meantime</em>, I set up another Arch instance, reconfigured and refined it a little further with a video compositor and a few other improvements that weren't feasible on the virtual machine, and decided to use it as my personal computer while my Mac is on vacation.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/out1.gif" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch2.gif" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"></p>
<h2 id="benefits">Benefits</h2>
<p>Being able to have such control over my windows and workspaces with a few simple keyboard commands is beautifully efficient, and the level of customization in color, layout, feel, and function, has made my time with this computer feel incredibly rewarding. It's very fast, and very personal. This is my computer. There are many like it, but this one is mine.</p>
<p>I brought my tiny PC to a library to facilitate a discussion group (I knew the venue had a TV that could be used as an external monitor). It was lighter and easier to pack than my laptop. Plus, I earned the nerd cred of opening a terminal window to connect to the wifi.</p>
<p>Combined with my recent <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/enc">room lighting experiments</a>, I've created this fun new vignette where I come into my room, turn on my colored LED lamps and red paper lanterns, and boot up my little hacker-computer as the terminals scroll by in a way that makes me feel like I'm in Snow Crash or Cyberpunk.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn4" id="fnref4">[4]</a></sup> The novelty gives me a little dopamine hit and helps me feel like my personal identity is becoming just a little more colorful in a perceptible way.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch-transparency-2.png" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/arch-nn.png" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"></p>
<h2 id="limitations">Limitations</h2>
<p>I love my Arch environment, but I <em>undeniably</em> miss elements of the Mac.</p>
<ul>
<li>Sending text messages from my Mac's Messages app is my most appreciated quality-of-life computer feature. It helps me be a more attentive and engaged contributor in my relationships. I feel negligent when I put off responding to a text because I don't have a full keybaord attached, or because I don't see the message with my phone in the other room. Maybe this is a me-thing, but I just feel like I'm a better friend when I've got my Mac, especiallly since I'm prone to going down rabbit holes<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn5" id="fnref5">[5]</a></sup>. And at least with the Messages app, I still have a tether to my friends on the outside<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn6" id="fnref6">[6]</a></sup>. As someone firmly entrenched in the Apple &quot;ecosystem,&quot; Messages is the top feature that makes me feel like I could never leave.</li>
<li>iPhone mirroring is a feature I haven't explored much, but this is another thing that just feels hugely convenient.</li>
<li>I miss the <em>apps</em>. All my photos have been in Lightroom since 2010. All my To-Do lists are in <a href="https://culturedcode.com/things/">Things</a>. All my text starts in <a href="https://getdrafts.com/">Drafts</a>. I like <a href="https://rogueamoeba.com/audiohijack/">Audio Hijack</a> for recording audio and <a href="https://overcast.fm/forecast">Forecast</a> for adding chapter markers in audio. Sure, I'm grateful for Slack and Obsidian and all the apps and utilities that <em>are</em> present in a Linux environment, but those absences are distinctly missed.</li>
<li>I've been interested in writing Mac apps with SwiftUI. This, obviously, requires a Mac.</li>
<li>Text replacement. This is a feature I use pretty often where I'll do things like type <code>@@</code> to autofill my email address, or map some unicode characters, addresses, or styled names of shows or bands to a couple of keystrokes.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn7" id="fnref7">[7]</a></sup></li>
<li>I miss some of the shortcuts I haven't automated over or found replacements for: <code>CMD+;</code> for an ellipsis. <code>CMD+CTRL+SPACE</code> to open the emoji keyboard. The muscle memory for accent characters and other special characters. <code>OPT+SHIFT+-</code> for an em dash.I use all of these a lot.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn8" id="fnref8">[8]</a></sup></li>
<li>Airdrop. If I take a picture on my phone and need to get it on my computer, say, to attach to a blog post, airdropping it is seamless. Otherwise I need to email it to myself or upload it to a server somewhere.</li>
</ul>
<h2 id="conclusion">Conclusion</h2>
<p>I've been a Mac user since 2009, using a Windows PC as only a glorified gaming console since the release of Destiny 2 in 2017. At my most recent jobby-job starting in 2022 I've reluctantly adjusted to a Windows laptop for development work, which, not to be melodramatic, has been an excruciating exercise of enduring endless virtual papercuts.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn9" id="fnref9">[9]</a></sup> But I hadn't used Linux regularly as a desktop operating system in years, and even then, never really connected with either <a href="https://kde.org/">KDE</a> or <a href="https://gnome.org">Gnome</a> desktop environments, so feeling at home in <a href="https://i3wm.org/">i3</a> has been the most fun I've had in Linux.</p>
<p>In fact, nudging into Linux again has made my development life easier <em>outside</em> of Linux, encouraging me to spend more time in vim, improve my shell <code>.profile</code> and learn about tools like yazi or fzf to make digging through files faster and easier without needing to leave a terminal.</p>
<p>But I just can't pull myself away from those darned Apple ecosystem features.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/out1-big.gif" alt="Arch Linux Experiments"></p>
<h2 id="notes">Notes</h2>
<ul>
<li>Music player is <a href="https://www.plex.tv/plexamp/">Plexamp</a></li>
<li>Audio levels visualizer is <a href="https://github.com/karlstav/cava">cava</a></li>
<li>Digital rain effect is from <a href="https://github.com/will8211/unimatrix">unimatrix</a></li>
<li>Terminal clock is <a href="https://github.com/xorg62/tty-clock">tty-clock</a></li>
<li><a href="https://kintosh">kinto.sh</a> for Mac-style keybindings was a lifesaver after I figured out how to use <code>CAPS</code> as my <code>super</code>/<code>mod</code> key</li>
</ul>
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<ol class="footnotes-list">
<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>I can echo the sentiment well hashed out by Apple nerds who do these experiments every few years: it's come a long way, but the software still imposes some frustrating limitations <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn2" class="footnote-item"><p>Hyprland did not like my Nvidia video card <a href="#fnref2" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn3" class="footnote-item"><p>This was the most difficult part, but probably made the biggest difference. <a href="#fnref3" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn4" class="footnote-item"><p>But not in a dystopian way <a href="#fnref4" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn5" class="footnote-item"><p>I'm experimenting with timers recently to be more mindful of this <a href="#fnref5" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn6" class="footnote-item"><p>This has also been a huge drawback of using a non-Apple work computer—my work-hours reply rate to friends has noticeably fallen since starting this job. <a href="#fnref6" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn7" class="footnote-item"><p>Update, I've now got this set up with <a href="https://github.com/autokey/autokey">autokey</a>, which will work as long as I stay on X11. When I ultimately explore Wayland, I'll likely need an alternative option like <a href="https://espanso.org/">Espanso</a>, but in the meantime I opted for autokey for the support of &quot;hotkeys&quot; as well as abbreviations (see next bullet point). <a href="#fnref7" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn8" class="footnote-item"><p>I've since automated a lot of this with autokey's hotkeys! <a href="#fnref8" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn9" class="footnote-item"><p>On the upside, separating work from home has been easier <a href="#fnref9" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
</ol>
</section>
<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Enclosure]]></title><description><![CDATA[This year, I wanted to avoid immediately going to bed after closing my laptop in a dark room at 5PM.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/enc/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">67698998fa83ed60e738b493</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 09 Dec 2024 03:18:00 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9705.jpg" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9705.jpg" alt="Enclosure"><p>Winter is hard on me, especially in the northeast where the sun sets just after 4PM around the solstice.</p><p>I stumbled upon the framing of treating my apartment <a href="https://desultory-suggestions.tumblr.com/post/715172450711879680">like an enclosure</a> for a creature in captivity, emphasizing the importance of including "enrichment" to avoid agitation.</p><p>I'm a long-time minimalist (which also feeds into my frugal <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/tag/fire">FIRE</a> sensibilities), but sometime that combination skews overly spartan in a way where I deprive myself of comforts in service of one label or the other. I've slowly added "non-essential" improvements over the years (first furniture, then art, then plants), but have remained discontent with my bedroom, which gets the least light and has the least amount of space.</p><!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>So this winter, I decided it was time to invest in lighting. I opted for a couple of colorful LED &quot;neon&quot; <a href="https://www.echoneon.com/product/led-lamp/">tube lights</a><sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup> and a few <a href="https://momolanterns.com/">paper lantern-style lamps</a>, and my space has become significantly more comfortable. The warm lighting is comfortable without making me sleepy, and being able to turn on a webcam and see a reasonably-lit face in a room that doesn't embarrass me has been a huge quality-of-life improvement.</p>
<p>I've always been grateful for my south-facing living room window for giving me such good light during the day, but there's no good reason it's taken me this long to artificially improve the lighting in the darker corners of my apartment.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9707.jpg" alt="Enclosure"><br>
<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9725.jpg" alt="Enclosure"><br>
<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9798.jpg" alt="Enclosure"></p>
<hr class="footnotes-sep">
<section class="footnotes">
<ol class="footnotes-list">
<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>I know these are a little gimmicky and <em><a href="https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/i-am-cringe-but-i-am-free">I don't care</a></em>. <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
</ol>
</section>
<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Fixed-Gear]]></title><description><![CDATA[I've become utterly convinced that a fixed-gear bicycle is the ideal way to traverse a city.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/fixed/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6769eef0fa83ed60e738b75e</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><category><![CDATA[thoughts]]></category><category><![CDATA[bikes]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 20 Sep 2024 23:26:00 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>I've become utterly convinced that a fixed-gear bicycle is the ideal way to traverse a city.</p>
<p>I’ve explored group rides, recreational cycling, mountain biking, and touring, but cycling as transportation was my way into bikes, and it still feels like the purest application of the bicycle. Cycling on a fixed-gear bike advances that further in a way that feels refined in the way that simplicity lends itself to sophistication.</p>
<p>For years I had dismissed the whole category of single-speed bikes with a twinge of confusion and mild horror, but it takes very little exposure to anyone who rides one to hear zen-like declarations of cyclists feeling <em>“at one”</em> with a machine in a way that one has to experience to understand.<br>
And I wanted to understand.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup><sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn2" id="fnref2">[2]</a></sup></p>
<p>I bought a secondhand vintage Univega that had been converted into a fixed gear bike by Peter, the owner of <a href="https://portcitybikes.com">my neighborhood bike shop</a>, and he sent me off with the words, &quot;Welcome to the cult.&quot; After years of experimenting with bikes, my least expensive bike immediately became my favorite and most-ridden.</p>
<p>It's astonishingly simple. It's unexpectedly lightweight, even with a steel frame. I never have to worry about derailleurs going out of alignment or getting bent, and routine maintenance is a breeze.</p>
<p>Riding it feels special. I love coming up to speed and feeling perfect cadence of my pedals spinning. I love accelerating into a hill and getting out of the saddle to crunch my way up, dancing from side-to-side as I mash on the pedals. I love not losing any efficiency to a freewheel or chain serpentining around a derailleur. I love the degree of control I have over modulating my speed, particularly decelerating at a stop sign without ever needing to touch my brakes, or dismounting by locking my left knee and letting my pedal lift my body up to a height where I can step over the top tube and land on my feet.</p>
<p>I love that the subculture is a niche of a niche in a way that makes me feel part of a small club, and I love the practicality and utility of this simple object that has connected me to the city in a brand new way.</p>
<p>I've aspired to become a &quot;bike person&quot; for almost a decade, and through fixed-gear riding, I've found exactly what I've been looking for.</p>
<hr class="footnotes-sep">
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<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>See creators like <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/C5f0PSbyFvh/">Uncle Rinne</a>, particularly <a href="https://scontent-lga3-1.cdninstagram.com/v/t51.29350-15/434003917_941022074194388_7865649484264528280_n.jpg?stp=dst-jpg_e35_tt6&amp;efg=eyJ2ZW5jb2RlX3RhZyI6ImltYWdlX3VybGdlbi43Mjd4NTE2LnNkci5mMjkzNTAuZGVmYXVsdF9pbWFnZSJ9&amp;_nc_ht=scontent-lga3-1.cdninstagram.com&amp;_nc_cat=108&amp;_nc_ohc=Vp8Mk8r8IbkQ7kNvgFyTdrw&amp;_nc_gid=3927f1b4834746cebbea127ef39e4958&amp;edm=APs17CUBAAAA&amp;ccb=7-5&amp;ig_cache_key=MzMyNzg4NTMxMDI4NTE4OTU5Ng%3D%3D.3-ccb7-5&amp;oh=00_AYAJgMEOxCT0LDN3bOc-ShRQmDU9u8KQJqvHFPhLsiRtjQ&amp;oe=676FC26B&amp;_nc_sid=10d13b">his &quot;zazen&quot; illustration</a> from <a href="https://www.instagram.com/p/C4vBhAOyrlX/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&amp;img_index=2">this post</a> <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn2" class="footnote-item"><p>See also, <a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/premium-rush/">Premium Rush</a> <a href="#fnref2" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Zine]]></title><description><![CDATA[I made a little book of photographs.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/zine/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">65a80b17fa83ed60e738afe6</guid><category><![CDATA[projects]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 17 Jan 2024 22:07:53 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/fX1hHnZRK3pHJJx6Tys22c.jpeg" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/fX1hHnZRK3pHJJx6Tys22c.jpeg" alt="Zine"><p>While unemployed in early 2023, I created a 60-page photography zine.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup></p>
<p>Any self-respecting photographer will insist that printing work is paramount, and I had been shamefully shuffling my feet for years about physical work. But with some free time between interviews and some inspiration from watching hours of <a href="https://shifter.media">Daniel Milnor</a> videos on <a href="https://www.youtube.com/@DANIELMILNOR505">his YouTube channel</a>, and internalizing the &quot;Don't let your JPEGs grow up to be JPEGs&quot; mantra popularized by photographers like Jonathan Canlas and The FIND Lab, I stopped making excuses and focused my energy into collecting some work from my archives and printing a book modeled after Milnor's <a href="https://www.blurb.com/blog/ag23-zine-large-order-services/">AG23 collaboration</a>.</p>
<p>I adapted most of the work from <a href="https://tylerconstancephotography.com">my photography blog</a>, and I had an additional head-start with a box of 4x6 prints I printed the summer before, which became useful when sequencing the project. Refamiliarizing myself with Indesign was a rocky process, but I asked for help from <a href="https://nicoleholmesdesign.com">Nicole Holmes</a>, who patiently helped me find my footing and give me some tips.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/zine-1.jpeg" alt="Zine"></p>
<p>After two test prints fixing wording and typos, I've got a version that I feel good about. I only ordered a couple of copies to be able to hand to visiting friends or ship to family members who might want to see my work in print, but the learning experience was useful, the process was fun, and there's a new itch in my brain about the possibility of scaling my efforts, opening it up for sale, and collaborating with other photographers, artists, writers, poets, and designers to publish something like this a few times a year with a wider range of work and voices.</p>
<p>I don't have the time or the connections to make that feasible just yet, but this was a personal success and I'm proud of myself. Just knowing I could do it has been encouraging, and I feel satisfied knowing I have another avenue available to me, ready to be explored whenever I'm ready to turn into it.</p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/zine-0.jpeg" alt="Zine"></p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/zine-2.jpeg" alt="Zine"></p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/zine-3.jpeg" alt="Zine"></p>
<p><img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2024/01/zine-4.jpeg" alt="Zine"></p>
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<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>&quot;Zine&quot; is maybe a stretch; it's a self-published trade book, not a charming collection of drawings and fan-fiction photocopied and stapled at the local Kinko's, but you get the drift. Sometime in the future I'd really love to make a proper lo-fi zine or two with some block prints and a typewriter, but one thing at a time. <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<!--kg-card-end: markdown--><p></p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Songs of 2023]]></title><description><![CDATA[A playlist of music released in 2023]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2023-playlist/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">658e1935fa83ed60e738aef5</guid><category><![CDATA[music]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 29 Dec 2023 21:59:40 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I feel like I may have been a <em>little</em> lazy this with my listening habits this year, and didn't branch out as much as I typically try to. 2023 was a big comfort-music year of pop-punk, emo, and hardcore for me with occasional branches out for albums like Jane Remover's second hyperpop record and Zach Bryan's eponymous country record. I'd like to make more time for the albums that wound up on the lists of proper music nerds, but until then, these are the 2023 releases that were most on my radar.</p><!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/playlist/07kRxqKGiAIklANkIjTgkc?utm_source=generator&theme=0" width="100%" height="352" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: markdown--><p>It's always a pleasure putting together a playlist that can somehow flow from Nicki Minaj to Cattle Decapitation.</p><p>(Also, just a quick note on what a pleasant surprise it was to hear the big nod to Biggie's "Notorious Thugs" (which opens with the line, <em>"Armed and dangerous"</em>) on Nicki's "Barbie Dangerous," which uses the same melody and flow.)</p><!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/4SefVcIKJLQOo3vNj5raqg?utm_source=generator" width="100%" height="152" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe>
<iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/1fKT7RUtOf4xNEqctEFe5L?utm_source=generator" width="100%" height="152" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: markdown--><h3 id="favorite-albums">Favorite Albums</h3><ol><li><strong>blink-182 – ONE MORE TIME</strong><br>I can't imagine any other album going at the top of my list this year. Jason Tate  (AbsolutePunk.net founder) wrote about <a href="https://chorus.fm/reviews/blink-182-one-more-time/">his feelings about blink-182</a> after the release of this record, which is a nicer version of <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/bleachers">what I wrote after the release of NINE</a>.</li><li><strong>Fiddlehead – Death Is Nothing To Us</strong><br>This band continues to 100% be my jam. Pat Flynn is just one of those people I want to be friends with <em>so bad.</em> I place him up there with Henry Rollins as a sort of humble, punk-rock philosopher archetype. Track down any of his interviews or podcast appearances, and I think you'll get what I'm saying.</li><li><strong>Trophy Eyes – Suicide and Sunshine</strong><br>A record of the band processing the suicide of their friend Sean Kennedy, the bassist of I Killed The Prom Queen. Albums processing suicides always hit me so goddam hard—I wrote about For Those I Love's debut record in <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2021-playlist">my 2021 list</a>, and resonated with The Yacht Club's 2019 record "The Last Words That You Said To Me Have Kept Me Here And Safe." This one is going right to the list, with lyrics like in the track "Sean"—"The first thing that I thought of when I heard that you had killed yourself / Was how stupid I'm about to look with my foot inside of my mouth. / 'Cause the last thing that I said when you were still around / Was 'you do this for attention or you'd have killed yourself by now'"</li><li><strong>Spanish Love Songs – No Joy</strong><br>Spanish Love Songs continues to be the quintessential voice of millennial despair. Everything sucks and everybody is sad, and this is another record articulating the grief and gravity of scraping by in an economic system that's afforded my generation's working class no wealth, no healthcare, no secure housing, an epidemic of loneliness, and no hopes or prospects of things improving. It's bleak, but man, is it relatable.<br><br>"Oh, you had me there for a second. I start to believe that we could make it. It's just like life to come and teach me a lesson, and every time, I swear I forget it. I whistle while I work, but the work is gone, so let the clean-up crew just come eat me alive."</li><li><strong>Jane Remover – Census Designated</strong><br>I'm late to the Jane Remover party, and not usually in the loop when new hyperpop records come out, but I loved this so much, as well as Jane's 2021 record, Frailty.</li><li><strong>Tinashe – BB/Ang3l</strong><br>I've enjoyed Tinashe's music for years, but this one may be her best yet.</li><li><strong>boygenius – the record</strong><br>It feels impossible to not have this on the list.</li><li><strong>nothing,nowhere. – VOID ETERNAL</strong><br>nothing,nowhere. took a few years for me to warm up to, but he was my most-listened-to artist of the year. I usually reach for 2018's ruiner or 2017's Reaper, but Joe's catalog is getting so big and so diverse that it's become almost too easy to find a nothing,nowhere. album I'm in the mood for.</li><li><strong>Heart Attack Man – Freak of Nature</strong><br>My favorite record from this band so far.</li><li><strong>Hot Mulligan – Why Would I Watch</strong><br>I had an opportunity to see them in my town last winter with The Wonder Years and Carly Cosgrove, and I skipped it out of COVID caution, and I still kind of regret it. I love this band.</li><li><strong>Svalbard – The Weight of the Mask</strong><br>Another dreamy metal release from this underrated English band that I typically loop in with bands like Rolo Tomassi and Deafheaven.</li><li><strong>Kelsea Ballerini – Rolling Up The Welcome Mat</strong><br>This record is a ride. A tight 15 minutes concisely encapsulating an imploding marriage from the first cracks to the final crumbles, with a (For Good) edition of the album featuring a bonus track articulating the awkward shuffle of remembering how to date when again when something new shows the first signs of developing.</li></ol><p><strong>More Year-End Playlists:</strong></p><ul><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2022-playlist">Songs of 2022</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2021-playlist">Songs of 2021</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2018-playlist/">Songs of 2018</a></li></ul><h3 id="bonus-favorite-tv-shows">Bonus: Favorite TV Shows</h3><p>I don't talk about TV a whole lot, and this is largely a music-focused post, but I at least wanted a footnote to talk about how incredible The Bear is. I watched both seasons of this show this past year and its quality is unbelievable. I didn't get to it for a while because the name didn't strike me, and neither did the premise, but I kept hearing people rave about it, and just try it, okay?</p><p>The second season of Star Trek: Strange New Worlds was great, too. It's such a wonderfully accessible show to get into the Star Trek universe; I <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/starter-trek">highly recommend</a> dipping your toes in.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Songs of 2022]]></title><description><![CDATA[Continuing my tradition of creating a playlist for probably just me.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2022-playlist/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6370691b4649e06904366ec9</guid><category><![CDATA[music]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 14 Dec 2022 02:52:49 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Keeping my usual form, here are some of my favorite songs of the year, and below are some albums I want to give special attention to.</p><p>I didn't try very hard to condense this into something concise (it'll take you 30 minutes just to listen to all the previews), but I did at least put some attention into sequencing these tracks into something that flows well together. So if hardcore isn't your thing or you're not a fan of pop-punk, you can skip the sections that don't resonate with you.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/playlist/6euJWo6k4bfNstjff3FqSA?utm_source=generator" width="100%" height="380" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><h3 id="favorite-albums">Favorite Albums</h3><ol><li><strong>Pool Kids – Pool Kids</strong><br>I became a fan of Pool Kids through their 2018 record, <em>Songs To Practice Safe Sex To</em>. It had a sound with just enough of a dreamy, moody, emo sound to feel reminiscent of one of my favorite records ever, Now Now's 2012 album <em>Threads</em>. This self-titled record completely transcends their previous efforts. Also, a few years ago they did <a href="https://poolkidsband.bandcamp.com/album/pool">a two-song hardcore EP under the name POOL</a> for what looks like an extremely committed April Fools bit, and it's extraordinarily good.<br><br>I wound up getting the making-of photo book of the record. I love when bands do this kind of thing, and one of the few photo books I own is the one Autumn de Wilde did of Death Cab For Cutie during their recording of Plans (2005).<br><br>Anyway, this record rules and this band is too underrated. Everyone should listen to this.</li><li><strong>Pusha T – It's Almost Dry</strong><br>Push just continues to be my favorite rapper in the game right now. This year was stacked with excellent releases from Denzel Curry, Kendrick Lamar, and Nas, but Push is where I keep coming back to.</li><li><strong>MUNA – MUNA</strong><br>It was a good year for self-titled records. MUNA's latest record is far and away their best work, too.</li><li><strong>Slowly Slowly – Daisy Chain</strong><br>My first exposure to Slowly Slowly was hearing Jellyfish somewhere years back, but they firmly held my attention with their February 2020 record, <em>Creature of Habit</em>, which was probably my favorite record of 2020. Shortly after that, they put out another record-length of material called <em>Creature of Habit Pt. 2</em>, and Daisy Chain keeps up the string of great releases with a collection of tracks that are a little more straightforward and poppy, and they really nail the sound.</li><li><strong>Gleemer – Here At All</strong><br>My favorite music from Gleemer so far, this totally nails the longing melancholic sound I can never get enough of.</li><li><strong>Gordi – Inhuman</strong><br>This was my first time listening to anything from Gordi, and this EP is just gorgeous through and through. Very chill and heartfelt while being incredibly somber. Mellow melancholy is just my thing this year. And probably most years.</li><li><strong>With The Punches – Discontent</strong><br>This was an unexpected delight—With The Punches was one of my favorite mid-sized New York-area bands when I was in high school, and I have a very formative memory feeling very emotional at gang vocals in Hulk Hands at the end of a show in The Dungeon in Watertown, NY before the release of <em>It's Not The End of the World (2011)</em>. I may still have a zip-up hoodie with their dripping cloud logo from that show stored at my parents' somewhere.</li></ol><p><strong>More Year-End Playlists:</strong></p><ul><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2023-playlist/">Songs of 2023</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2021-playlist/">Songs of 2021</a></li><li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2018-playlist/">Songs of 2018</a></li></ul>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Rehearsing Retirement]]></title><description><![CDATA[I scheduled a week off and allowed myself to pretend I was retired as a thought exercise]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/rr/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">6383e2154649e06904366f37</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><category><![CDATA[thoughts]]></category><category><![CDATA[FIRE]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 28 Nov 2022 02:56:55 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>Two years ago, my strategy for redeeming paid time off was thwarted when travel felt selfish and unsafe during the first year of the COVID-19 crisis. Unwilling to let my earned paid time off expire, I opted to schedule <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/4">four-day workweeks</a> for the last several months of the year to improve my day-to-day life.</p>
<p>The following year, still too uneasy to spend any time in airports or bus terminals, I repeated my scheme from the year before. And this year…<em>wouldn't you know it</em>, we’re still spectacularly failing to safely manage a global pandemic with even the simplest precautions, and I’m not willing to risk brain damage for a vacation.</p>
<p>The last time I scheduled a week off was <a href="https://tylerconstancephotography.com/savannah">December 2019</a>, and working almost three years straight after that without a period of sustained rest unquestionably felt unhealthy, so this year it felt prudent to schedule a full week off in my favorite month, October.</p>
<p>As an American with precious little time off each year, I labored over what I might spend my week on. I bought art supplies and video games and made lists of all the projects I want to start someday and all of the chores I’ve been putting off.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup> I wanted to make sure I had everything I could possibly need to satisfy any whim, and I was still terrified I’d squander this rare opportunity the same way I might let one of my weekends slip by, exhausted and stuck in bed for too long.</p>
<h2 id="vision">Vision</h2>
<p>I spend a lot of my time trying to analyze my fixation on the fantasy of simply <em>living my life</em>—and how sad it feels to yearn for something so mundane. <em>All I want</em> is to nourish meaningful relationships, be engaged with my hobbies, and focus on joy, despite being born into an entanglement of systems that demand constant labor to justify my existence.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn2" id="fnref2">[2]</a></sup> It’s been such a constant meditation for so long, that my primary focus and financial goal is pursuing early retirement, embracing many of the philosophies and aspirations of the FIRE (Financial Independence, Retire Early) community.</p>
<p>Ironically enough, a whole category of posts in FIRE forums involve people who have achieved financial independence and feel an emptiness after accomplishing their goals. After years working towards the singular focus of automating away the drudgery of a 40-hour workweek, the new influx of free time brings about an unsettling malaise from the emptiness of not knowing <em>what to do next</em>. I don't forsee this as an issue for me—I’m very happy with the life I’ve created for myself, and all of the relationships, hobbies, projects, and other joyous pursuits I’ve built into it.</p>
<p>Nevertheless, I approached my week off with the mental model of pretending I had already reached my goals, and tried prototyping the life I might lead for myself when I ultimately don’t need to rely on 40-hour workweeks to sustain myself. I allowed myself to indulge in the fantasy of rehearsing retirement.</p>
<h2 id="execution">Execution</h2>
<p>I spent a year traveling around the States in 2015 after graduating college, and quickly realized that even with an abundance of leisure time, the rest of my friends are still working most of the time.</p>
<p>This was a sad realization.</p>
<p>Making the most of the situation, though, not <em>everyone</em> works 9–5 Monday through Friday, and many of my friends work remotely these days, so coworking at one of our apartments is a feasible option. I can spend time on my personal projects, writing, paintings, or even read or watch movies while others focus on work-work, and I have plenty of opportunities to take breaks to serve tea or prepare meals or snacks.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn3" id="fnref3">[3]</a></sup></p>
<p>Even just within a week, it felt liberating that there was so much more I could say yes to, whether staying up late with someone on a weeknight, getting an early-morning coffee and late breakfast in town, or making time for a lengthy afternoon tea session. Tuesday afternoon I visited the hardware store for terracotta pots and potting soil. Wednesday afternoon was dreary and rainy, which felt like the <em>perfect</em> weather for brewing sencha and watching Seven Samurai (1954)—something I had put off for <em>years</em> that I felt I could finally indulge in.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn4" id="fnref4">[4]</a></sup></p>
<p>Equally intoxicating was the realization that there was also so much more I could say <em>no</em> to—after waking up late one day, I reminded myself that productivity was not my goal—in fact, it was the <em>anti-goal</em>—and instead, I should focus on more meaningful leisure, only producing that which suits me.</p>
<h2 id="reflection">Reflection</h2>
<p>It was a delight to putter around the way I remember my grandfather tinkering in his basement with his radio on, or tidying in his garage. Having so much agency to decide how I wanted to live my life was beautiful, and I hope I’m only a few short years away from extrapolating this into an entire lifestyle.</p>
<p>Was there any merit to this week as an <em>experiment</em>? It's hard to say. I remember at age six or seven asking my parents if I could spend the night with my grandparents next door. My dad was building our new house at the time, and it was going to be a large upgrade from our trailer. So, with the purest child-logic reasoning, I remember proudly giving the justification that I wanted to be able to practice coming downstairs for breakfast in my pajamas. To my toddler brain, this felt like iron-clad reasoning, but I obviously didn’t need to give any other reason other than wanting to spend time with my grandparents and have a novel experience—to see life in a different context, get tucked into a different bed by different caretakers in a different house with different smells and sights and rituals—but also to allow myself to pretend I was living a new life I was anticipating having for myself one day soon.</p>
<p>I’ve come up with a reasonable justification for taking this week off, but I recognize this is something I wanted to do because it feels nice and novel—and because it’s fun to fantasize a little, rehearsing for a future I'm hoping to have for myself one day.</p>
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<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>I didn’t actually get to much of any of these things I prepared for, and that’s 100% okay! <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn2" class="footnote-item"><p>I know people smarter than I may have figured out how to do this within the confines of capitalism, or may be better at living the mantra I constantly remind myself from Camus—<a href="http://dbanach.com/sisyphus.htm">One must imagine Sisyphus happy</a>—but I may be too stubborn or idealistic to embrace absurdism or Buddhism to the degree that would be enough to make me feel at peace with my time in the rat race. I'd like to think about this more, though! <a href="#fnref2" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn3" class="footnote-item"><p>Coworking is something I’ve enjoyed, even while working my jobby-job. Body doubling can be a nice productivity boost, and it’s nice having elements of social interaction and random breaks interspersed throughout the day. <a href="#fnref3" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn4" class="footnote-item"><p>I watched <em>so many movies</em> this whole week; that became my primary focus! I had the mental energy to engage with films that might be too challenging on a normal weeknight after work and dinner, and got to enjoy works like Eraserhead (1977) and 8½ (1963), or the three-and-a-half-hour Seven Samurai (1954), which was truly an experience. I also made a Tumblr blog where I could post gifs I made from the films for no real purpose other than pursuing a fun project to satisfy a niche interest. <a href="#fnref4" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Starter Trek]]></title><description><![CDATA[I love Star Trek and want to share it—but where the heck are you supposed to start?]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/starter-trek/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">62e30cf83b146b14032b016a</guid><category><![CDATA[media]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2022 21:10:10 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2022/07/snw.jpg" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2022/07/snw.jpg" alt="Starter Trek"><p>This is going to be a long one—if you want the short version, <a href="#tldr">here's the TL;DR</a>.</p><p>Otherwise, grab a <a href="https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/Raktajino">raktajino</a> or <a href="https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/Tarkalean_tea">Tarkalean tea</a> and settle in.</p><h2 id="a-wagon-train-to-the-stars">A wagon train to the stars</h2><p>Star Trek is my favorite media franchise of all time. It's aspirational, hopeful, heartfelt, and inspiring. It looks at the mess we're in now and imagines a future hundreds of years from now when we've outgrown petty squabbles over abundant resources, reversed our climate catastrophe, and unified into one United Earth—and further still, a United Federation of Planets.</p><p>It's also a silly show where high-ranking officers play pretend with their crew in costumes, and members of a goofy capitalist species with giant ears and pointy teeth bumble through ridiculous capers to rescue their Moogie from evil kidnappers (and earn a few strips of latinum along the way).</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">me pitching star trek to people <a href="https://t.co/BTBlWRdUSH">https://t.co/BTBlWRdUSH</a></p>&mdash; samantha 🪩 (@samcaseys) <a href="https://twitter.com/samcaseys/status/1381702774463733760?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">April 12, 2021</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="it-s-been-a-long-road">It's been a long road</h2><p>Star Trek is also incredibly overwhelming to start. At the time of writing, there are <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lists_of_Star_Trek_episodes">850 episodes across twelve shows</a> (42 seasons!), with five shows actively running, and three more in production. Oh, and there are <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Star_Trek_films">13 movies</a>. And a pile of books. And <a href="https://www.simonandschuster.com/books/Star-Trek-Picard-No-Mans-Land/Kirsten-Beyer/Star-Trek-Picard/9781797124537">an audio drama</a>.</p><p>Wait, no, wait—stay with me: it's worth it and I'm going to help you…but it'll take some time, and that's okay. Before we begin, though, there's <em>one more bit of friction</em> we need to talk about: if you don't have access to a friend with a Plex server (👋), know where you can buy or borrow DVDs, or know your way around darker corners of the internet, you're going to need Paramount+. I know it isn't one of the first services people think of when it comes to popular shows, but you <em>can</em> find some good non-Trek stuff <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/provider/paramount-plus">in the catalog</a>.</p><p>I know this is a bummer, though. The service currently only offers a paltry one-week trial, and <a href="https://help.paramountplus.com/s/article/PD-What-plans-are-available-for-Paramount-and-how-much-do-they-cost">plans</a> are between ~$4–9/month, but you can <em>at least</em> get through most of my top recommendations in that week, and if you find even a modicum of the joy that I have felt from this franchise, I think that's a meaningful journey to take.</p><p>In the future, when we've outgrown money and capitalism, everyone can watch (or perhaps <em>live</em>) Star Trek for free, but in the meantime, we'll need to make do with the limits of our pre-warp civilization.</p><p>Now let's get you out of the neutral zone and firmly into Federation territory.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><div id="suggestions"></div><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="fun-will-now-commence">Fun will now commence</h2><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/VhpuNI1KejNbBGXCxS" width="480" height="363" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>Star Trek features a range of silly and lighthearted episodes, endearingly awful episodes, and groundbreaking masterpieces of drama. There are allegories of war and occupation, moral and philosophical quandaries with no clear right answer, and an episode where the chief medical officer of the Enterprise says the line, "I <em>did</em> fall asleep reading a particularly erotic chapter in my grandmother's journal."</p><p><a href="https://twitter.com/davidmcgeoch9/status/1522242119489961985?s=20&amp;t=tl9kAWnHsVHCJBW0XeTcsw">Star Trek contains multitudes</a>, and we love it for it.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/MW22hhHlq-w" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>So, <em>just dip a toe in</em>. Look, you're just scrolling around on the internet right now and you're probably not going to sign up for the free trial of Paramount+ at the end of this sentence to watch your first episode (if I'm wrong, skip to the next paragraph!)—so just watch some of goofy clips and get a feel for the world. You'll be holding back tears at episodes like The Visitor and The Inner Light soon enough; just get acclimated in the meantime.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-conversation="none" data-cards="hidden" data-partner="tweetdeck"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">Folks Star Trek is so fucking good I love crying about it.</p>&mdash; Deep Space Fine (@thisismewhatevs) <a href="https://twitter.com/thisismewhatevs/status/1551431669625880576?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">July 25, 2022</a></blockquote>
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<!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/KpHEk16gWSo" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/Q3yjWmobauE" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/qIjOifRG-u8" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/w6EyYoNxXK8" title="YouTube video player" frameborder="0" allow="accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture" allowfullscreen></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">I have a friend who is working her way through all of Star Trek. She made the mistake of starting DS9 and now all she wants is to rewatch it instead of watching the other shows. Can’t say I blame her even though I love them all. <a href="https://t.co/BqFmgBFaiy">https://t.co/BqFmgBFaiy</a></p>&mdash; Arielle (@ArielleK18) <a href="https://twitter.com/ArielleK18/status/1529456884348071936?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">May 25, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">hello it’s my star trek fancam debut pls be nice <a href="https://t.co/fAroGuwupg">pic.twitter.com/fAroGuwupg</a></p>&mdash; ‎ abe (@NlMOY) <a href="https://twitter.com/NlMOY/status/1546110213434273792?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">July 10, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script><!--kg-card-end: html--><!--kg-card-begin: html--><div id="fnref1"></div><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>When you <em>are</em> ready to try your first episode, you're in for a treat—the new shows are incredibly approachable and do a magnificent job of letting you jump in and jump around. <strong>My recommendation is to watch <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-strange-new-worlds/?searchReferral=google&amp;ftag=PPM-23-10ahb7b">the first episode of Strange New Worlds</a> and <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-lower-decks/">the first two episodes of Lower Decks</a></strong>. Try it with a friend or partner if you can. Strange New Worlds will hit the spot if you want something earnest and aspirational, and Lower Decks is great if you're in the mood for an irreverant animated comedy. If you can't decide, <em>my</em> heart says Strange New Worlds, but <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/02V4dGY1ylHxA59B7vEWX7Se8B8_tzDG/">the first episode of Lower Decks</a> can be viewed without an account, so if you're already reading this post with furrowed brows and a slightly concerned expression, there's your slightly lower barrier to entry.</p><p>After sampling both, pick the show that speaks to you and keep going. As of August 2022, there are only ten episodes of Strange New Worlds and 20 of Lower Decks (season 3 starts August 25), and Lower Decks episodes are a very breezy 25 minutes.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/9p17RaOkMJ6dWAiS0j" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>If experiencing those shows gets you more curious about the larger world of Trek, skip around some of the best episodes of some of the other shows (I have some <a href="#episode-list">personal suggestions</a> if you don't want to go googling), and then just follow your heart into one of the full shows when you're ready.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/G7JFpwhomKcUz1Yekk" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>You can check out the trailer for <a href="https://youtu.be/XL4iCAB6MFo?t=6">season 1 of Strange New Worlds</a> or <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V3RkBKedKWw">Lower Decks</a> if you need a nudge, but I'd recommend skipping 'em and just starting the first episode of each.</p><h2 id="hit-it-">Hit it.</h2><p>Once you've finished Strange New Worlds and/or Lower Decks, and want to go deeper into the fandom, first of all, I am so proud of you.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/VGVS1gk4rq4lJYIEgP" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>There's a lot still out there, and I'm so excited for all of the worlds you still have ahead of you to explore for the very first time. In the meantime, don't feel any pressure about loving everything, or even <em>watching</em> everything. This catalog is huge and can really feel impenetrable at times, so it's important to make this clear: if you feel like a fan, you're a fan. Don't let anyone gatekeep you out of enjoying this, and don't be shy about being a new enthusiast if you don't feel "qualified" without an encyclopedic knowledge of every series.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/eZaYOUFnV5kmy6IJtJ" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>You deserve to be here, and we're lucky to have you and the energy you bring. Gatekeepers don't offer anything of value to a fandom, and can only detract from the spirit of <em>"<a href="https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/IDIC">Infinite Diversity in Infinite Combinations</a>."</em></p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-partner="tweetdeck"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">this is how I think it sounds to my friends when I explain star trek to them <a href="https://twitter.com/NoContextTrek?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">@NoContextTrek</a> <a href="https://t.co/gFW5HvhCtX">pic.twitter.com/gFW5HvhCtX</a></p>&mdash; caseytube (@caseytube) <a href="https://twitter.com/caseytube/status/1548110556912971776?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">July 16, 2022</a></blockquote>
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<!--kg-card-end: html--><p>So what now? At this point, jump around any best-of lists to get a feel for some of the best episodes out there (I've included a list of some personal favorites below), or seek out Discovery (I'll write more about that after the list).</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><div id="episode-list"></div><!--kg-card-end: html--><ul><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/5peN9NEF4VR1htPxpN8nhNL_lQ6lhk_H/">The Measure of a Man</a> (TNG) – A classic Trek courtroom drama with a philosophical exploration of what it means to be sentient.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/824790102/">Balance of Terror</a> (TOS) – Star Trek as a Cold War submarine thriller. If you've just seen Strange New Worlds, this episode might even begin to feel familiar…</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/9wxVwBc3oADLwIlA35f3ZKLe0ueu7mSY/">Darmok</a> (TNG) – A fantastic sci-fi concept on collaborating and communicating with a someone you don't share a language with.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/1475047147/">Carbon Creek</a> (ENT) – Vulcans vibing on Earth in the 1950s.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/jNDq0oQhMk44LKHK_kpxAD_O89R9mHCs/">Tapestry</a> (TNG) – A meaningful exploration of the path not taken. I saw this episode at exactly the right moment in my life.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/7FlJ9jF5vs2gNFddrWKcX5Ok_XYaQuIe/">The Visitor</a> (DS9) – Are you a dad? Do you have a dad? This episode is tender and special, and feels like a story only Star Trek could do.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/ZMGlLfThkarXgRibaKQemC0AGiPjy20J/">Remember Me</a> (TNG) – A <em>Twilight Zone</em>-esque isolation/psychological horror episode with an incredible performance by Gates McFadden.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/KtWzFQOnMxStKy0rEtQ_i6T1I8GN11KI/">Cause And Effect</a> (TNG) – Just a great, tightly-packed standalone episode that feels like a bottle episode done extraordinarily well.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/aDCqe_SuxNEepu3iEMhLMJvazDcgs8Bd/">Far Beyond The Stars</a> (DS9) – One of my favorite episodes of all time, with Avery Brooks giving perhaps the most emotional performance in the history of the entire franchise. I want <em>everyone</em> to watch this episode, but it's special because you see all the actors from the main cast without their alien prosthetics, playing different human characters in another reality set in the 1950s. The episode absolutely stands up on its own, but it feels so much more intimate once you already know and love the characters. This is one of the best episodes of Trek of all time, though, so watch it <em>now</em> as a standalone drama, and watch it <em>again</em> later with the new lens applied once you've gotten to know the DS9 crew.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/Y2jFFEXQw_2hrGX5mrGX90zqkzR4vi7G/">Past Tense</a> (DS9) – Going back in time (well, to 2024) to be a revolutionary during a period of mounting wealth inequality and resulting civil unrest in the US. Fantastic two-parter.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/1179123511/">City on the Edge of Forever</a> (TOS) – Another classic time-travel two-parter, and often voted the best TOS episode of all time.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/rR_RDMI7PCQ0pSUM653HcLRvVepI_9Du/">The Inner Light</a> (TNG) – A beautiful episode about living another life.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-short-treks/video/">Children of Mars</a> (Short Treks) – Star Trek (2009) made me cry in 11 minutes, this did it in 7. Almost no dialogue, completely beautiful.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/l_qg7_XTcWHOCGzIHm48MGQTjbtCEg8K/">Lower Decks</a> (TNG) – An episode that shifts the narrative perspective to the lower-ranking officers of the Enterprise, and the episode that inspired the show by the same name.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/fDv1wSeeGtjui1bPPLxmQLfSuTt9HHmO/">Duet</a> (DS9) – A great episode about holding officers accountable in the aftermath of an imperialist occupation.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/1226188697/">The Trouble With Tribbles</a> (TOS) – A beloved comedy episode in The Original Series where a cute animal species gets out of control on the Enterprise.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/xJ3Ps0IEQ4OM1nEzCghTPWGxuS9XlTqk/">Trials and Tribble-ations</a> (DS9) – A very well done mashup of the DS9 crew going back in time to the events of the episode listed above.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/e0KL3WNN2SobpJLBAUPixTuwymad_Fad/">The Magnificent Ferengi</a> (DS9) – A slapstick rescue mission where the lovable scoundrel Quark and his gullible, heart-of-gold brother Rom put together a rag-tag band of selfish, cowardly, clumsy Ferengi misfits to seize the day and rescue their kidnapped Moogie.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/m8Cl35cnk9h2DZmCNfxlIBxn5gcXerVi/">Future's End</a> (VOY) – Another great time-travel two-parter guest-starring Sarah Silverman. This has similar vibes to <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/star-trek-4">Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home</a>, and humorously trying to blend in while in the past is one of my favorite Star Trek tropes.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/_ZQRG4gWk1SPp3RCy4KmDcYK6T6FPJDH/">Someone To Watch Over Me</a> (VOY) – A romantic comedy where the ship's medical hologram falls in love with the person he's trying to give dating advice to. It won't blow your mind, but it will show some of Star Trek's range.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/hAvzVF1U7KH9DQeCfDBBMbrD21U47rPK/">Fairhaven</a> (VOY) – The Voyager crew spends time in a holodeck recreation of a classic Irish village. This one isn't really groundbreaking, but Janeway gets to let her hair down and indulge in some romantic temptation in a fun Star-Trekky way that lets <a href="https://twitter.com/megsmamma/status/1505209234148974592?s=20&amp;t=tl9kAWnHsVHCJBW0XeTcsw">a little more of Kate Mulgrew</a> shine through.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/C4tVIj7ZzLXaNyd1NAVh71SEN85fkPP2/">It's Only A Paper Moon</a> (DS9) – A crew member becomes disabled in battle and obsessively pursues escapism in the holodeck to avoid acknowledging his trauma. This is a heavy one.</li><li><a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/1477083541/">Dear Doctor</a> (ENT) – A great philosophical exploration of the ethics of what would become the Prime Directive. How far can an advanced civilization go when a more primitive society is asking for help?</li></ul><p>Jump around to whatever catches your attention, and as soon as one of these shows starts feeling cozier or more interesting than the others, start at the beginning of that show and watch it through—just be aware that most pilots, apart from DS9's and SNW's, are historically not the strongest. Most of these shows take a little while to really find their footing, which is why we started with some fan favorites first.</p><p>You'll find most of the episodes are paced differently and have lower production values from the more modern shows, but that has its own charm: it's a lot easier to put on an episode for comfort viewing while you're making dinner, tidying your room, working on something monotonous, or even just when you're feeling a little lonely and want some familiar voices in the air. Plus, when you're in the middle of it all, it can feel like you'll never run out of new adventures.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">The great thing about Star Trek is there is so much Star Trek that by the time you finish watching all the Star Trek you can just go rewatch because after over 800 episodes of Star Trek you have surely forgotten a lot of the Star Trek.</p>&mdash; Deep Space Fine (@thisismewhatevs) <a href="https://twitter.com/thisismewhatevs/status/1539648628725551104?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">June 22, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>That said, some of the episodes on this list are the best of the best, and you should give them the attention they deserve.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/DgmNNcgLkTy0Gyev7S" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>For an alternative path, <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-discovery">Discovery</a> is a good next step if you want to see another modern show. It's also the first Trek show with any meaningful LGBTQ+ representation (especially in season 3 onward), which probably sounds (rightfully) surprising—Roddenberry felt like he could only push things <em>so far </em>with The Original Series and he failed to fight harder for queer representation in fear of getting canceled, and <a href="https://twitter.com/thisismewhatevs/status/1360745990895108103?s=20&amp;t=tl9kAWnHsVHCJBW0XeTcsw">Berman-era trek suffered</a> from some homophobic (<a href="https://t.co/JCZLrixJhV">and sexist</a>) production staff. One often-cited story is around <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blood_and_Fire_(Star_Trek:_The_Next_Generation)">Blood And Fire</a>, an allegorical AIDS episode written for TNG, but never filmed because it centered on some openly gay characters, which made Berman and company uncomfortable.</p><p>Disco also features a cast with a lot more Black actors in prominent roles for the first time since Deep Space Nine in 1993, which is just delightfully refreshing and long overdue.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet" data-partner="tweetdeck"><p lang="en" dir="ltr">I dunno y&#39;all, DISCO might be able to take the title of Blackest Trek from DS9 cuz LOOKIT ALL THESE BEAUTIFUL BLACK PEOPLE IN MY STAR TREK!!! <a href="https://t.co/xGoVIaK9bJ">pic.twitter.com/xGoVIaK9bJ</a></p>&mdash; Kennedy @ Warp (she/her)✨ (@ThatMikeyChick) <a href="https://twitter.com/ThatMikeyChick/status/1474072432583524353?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">December 23, 2021</a></blockquote>
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<!--kg-card-end: html--><p>If you'd prefer a movie, try <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/movies/video/2y1Ft4fKkFM9anBA_MxIn0wSmQ54_Q21/">Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home</a> for <a href="https://twitter.com/meakoopa/status/1272728385102512129?s=21&amp;t=MWC9cQ9ii_julcSn2Z-DZw">a lighthearted time-travel fish-out-of-water romp</a>, or <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/star-trek">Star Trek (2009)</a> (even just the first incredible 11 minutes) for something more modern and dramatic.</p><p>If you spend time with younger children, watch <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-prodigy/?searchReferral=google&amp;ftag=PPM-23-10ahb7b">Star Trek: Prodigy</a> together, an animated family Trek show made for Nickelodeon (I can confirm it's enjoyable as a grown-up too).</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/VzBTrkM6gE3fcaRam3" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="recommended-resources">Recommended resources</h2><p>If you're interested in a more guided experience, there's a wealth of content to enjoy after each episode that might help you further your appreciation.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/A80TAOwXasiT10ZoSz" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>The first place to go for new Trek is <a href="https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKfpV2bmlzODRtAZJmEKsAm8DRXqRqvzY">The Ready Room</a> hosted by Wil Wheaton of TNG fame (here's an episode for <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lz_xoFKH0aw">the Lower Decks premier</a>). This is the official companion show for interviews, behind-the-scenes content, and reels exploring various themes or concepts from the Trek catalog.</p><p>Star Trek casts have also had a tendency to stay lifelong friends, so we're also lucky to get projects like <a href="https://www.thedeltaflyers.org">The Delta Flyers podcast</a> hosted by Robert Duncan McNeill and Garrett Wang (Tom Paris and Harry Kim, from the clarinet and twin mistresses clips above). The two started a rewatch of Voyager during 2020, and they talk about each episode from their show and their memories working on it (they're almost done with season 5 at the time of writing). It's a fun dynamic since Garrett is very much a Trekkie, and Robert is, well, a normal person who has seen some Star Trek.</p><p>Gates McFadden from TNG also has the incredible <a href="https://gatesmcfadden.com/podcast/">Gates McFadden InvestiGates</a> show, featuring the most thoughtful and intimate interviews with other members of the TNG cast I've ever heard. The two-part episode with her "space son," Wil Wheaton, is especially touching.</p><p>Dominic Keating and Connor Trinneer (Malcolm and Trip from Enterprise) have <a href="https://shuttlepodshow.simplecast.com/episodes">The Shuttlepod Show</a>, primarily an interview show with a huge cast guest list, starting with John Billingsly (Phlox).</p><p>There are also fan podcasts galore. <a href="https://www.theincomparable.com/randomtrek/">Random Trek</a> (for classic Trek) and <a href="https://www.theincomparable.com/vulcanhello/">Vulcan Hello</a> (for Discovery onward) are shows on Jason Snell's Incomparable Network that discuss individual episodes, and there's also <a href="https://www.womenatwarp.com">Women at Warp</a>, which focuses on themes of feminism with a revolving crew of seven hosts (and some guests), usually with 3 or 4 voices each episode.</p><h2 id="the-funnest-frontier">The funnest frontier?</h2><p>Star Trek has a wonderful community attached, and it's worth seeking some of that out, either on Tumblr or Twitter or YouTube or with IRL friends. Being able to share little jokes and silly memes and take part in the culture will help further your enjoyment. You may want to wait until after finishing the first season of Strange New Worlds to take to Twitter to avoid certain spoilers (but The Ready Room, mentioned above, is a great companion piece to each episode if you still need a little extra), but in general, the community is a real boon to the franchise, and is very active and enthusiastic (after all, Star Trek <em>is</em> basically what inspired sci-fi conventions).</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/l4F9dNNbOTRaWVvvku" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>That said, there is still a vocal minority of people who spend an inordinate amount of time and energy complaining that new Trek is "too woke", is "poorly written," is betraying "Gene's Vision," or isn't "real Trek." It probably sounds frustratingly familiar: we've also seen the same trolls in Doctor Who and Star Wars when those franchises started including more protagonists from different backgrounds (and antagonists that are closer fill-ins for today's IRL adversaries). These critics are mostly racists and misogynists that have totally missed the point of Star Trek, and likely got into it before realizing that they were the bad guys the shows were about in the first place.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/LIUJ4Vjzi6FQ4y32YJ" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="the-purpose-is-to-enrich-yourself-">The purpose…is to enrich yourself.</h2><p>For me, this franchise has gone from being the least objectionable thing to have on in a hotel room to a source of comfort, hope, and inspiration. Scotty inspired me to be a better engineering student in college (and I needed all the help I could get), Picard encouraged me to be more courageous in my early career. The Voyager and Enterprise crews felt like close friends during an isolating time in 2020, and Pike embodies the type of leadership and compassion I want to be able to extend to everyone in my own journey.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><blockquote class="twitter-tweet"><p lang="zxx" dir="ltr"><a href="https://t.co/8xyIoxIySN">pic.twitter.com/8xyIoxIySN</a></p>&mdash; Amanda Wong 王慧婷 (@amandawtwong) <a href="https://twitter.com/amandawtwong/status/1478623362209382400?ref_src=twsrc%5Etfw">January 5, 2022</a></blockquote> <script async src="https://platform.twitter.com/widgets.js" charset="utf-8"></script><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>This franchise fills me with hope, inspires me to be the best version of myself, and has introduced me to a community of earnest idealists (and lots of great memes).</p><p>I hope you love it like I do.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/IL4iTvQH0MjS" width="480" height="362" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="bydhttmwfi">BYDHTTMWFI</h2><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/8FiLtsxvR6yqgPIvTW" width="480" height="270" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>When you love something, it's natural to want to share it. Here are some getting-started guides and recommendations I've come across from other Trek fans over the years.</p><p>In Jessie Gender's interview with Lower Decks showrunner Mike McMahan (Rick and Morty, Solar Opposites) in November 2021, Mike <a href="https://youtu.be/0ksJjsbh43w?t=5357">shares his advice</a> for people curious about Star Trek:</p><blockquote>Look up lists of the best-of episodes and watch two or three episodes of TNG, Deep Space Nine, Voyager, and Enterprise…and just do a couple of each…If you're not curious after that,  put it away for a bit. Don't force yourself into completion of it, don't think there's any right order. Just watch the best first, because once you start to love the world and the characters, there's no "bad" episode of Star Trek because you're in Star Trek for 45 minutes.</blockquote><p>And more on why Lower Decks, specifically, is a good starting point:</p><blockquote>Lower Decks has always been designed to be a show that you can know zero about Star Trek and it might trick you into becoming a Trekkie really fast.</blockquote><blockquote>It's like, I love baseball too, right? But if somebody doesn't like baseball, I'm not going to tell them, "Well, you have to watch a Braves game, then you have to watch a Cubs game…" The story is going to appeal to you or it's not. And Lower Decks is like saying…"Hey, they talk in a way that people do now. It's an animated, faster, funnier version of this thing I love, and if you like it, it might make you curious to go check out everything else. But if you don't give a fuck about Star Trek, it might just be a good show"…because at the end of the day, this stuff is supposed to make you happy, right? </blockquote><p>(By the way, if <em>you </em>love baseball, there are also a few silly baseball-themed episodes of Deep Space Nine—<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rVjhVLMQ_c">here's a clip</a>.)</p><p>In 2015 and 2016, Cards Against Humanity co-founder Max Temkin wrote popular viewing guides that go into much greater depth than mine: <a href="https://medium.com/maxistentialism-blog/star-trek-the-next-generation-in-40-hours-c4a6762cbd3">Star Trek: The Next Generation in 40 Hours</a> and <a href="https://medium.com/maxistentialism-blog/star-trek-deep-space-nine-in-82-5-hours-10acde591fd2">Star Trek: Deep Space Nine in 82.5 Hours</a>.</p><p>Jessie Earl (AKA Jessie Gender) published "<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmItVmK6eGk">A Complete (&amp; Unhinged) Guide to Watching Star Trek</a>," on YouTube, which comes in at almost an hour and a half long and was released before the first season of Strange New Worlds (which I think is the best starting point today). You can check this out for a few of the other strategies for tackling the catalog (or if you just want to see someone else passionately profess love for Star Trek). Jessie is also just a great YouTuber to become familiar with along your Star Trek journey, and her Sex In Star Trek series (<a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vxqQwAVEbM8">Part I</a>, <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j1Q8FUT_bz8">Part II</a>) is especially great (though 3.5 and 5.5 hours each, respectively).</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/RV29lYSZssGzvjnh7l" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><p>And lastly, here's <a href="https://theoatmeal.com/comics/plane">an Oatmeal comic</a> tangentially related to Trek that I enjoyed in college.</p><!--kg-card-begin: html--><div id="tldr"></div><!--kg-card-end: html--><h2 id="boldly-go-tl-dr-">Boldly Go (TL;DR)</h2><!--kg-card-begin: html--><iframe src="https://giphy.com/embed/2uw3NHbvvOQZRsEiSS" width="480" height="234" frameborder="0" class="giphy-embed" allowfullscreen style="pointer-events: none"></iframe><!--kg-card-end: html--><ul><li>Watch some <a href="#suggestions">silly clips</a> to get comfortable.</li><li>Watch <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-strange-new-worlds/?searchReferral=google&amp;ftag=PPM-23-10ahb7b">the first episode of Strange New Worlds</a> and <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-lower-decks/">the first two episodes of Lower Decks</a>, starting with whichever series seems most interesting first.</li><li>Keep watching whichever show speaks to you the most.</li><li>Go back to the one you didn't start with and watch that.</li><li>(Optional: After watching the <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/video/02V4dGY1ylHxA59B7vEWX7Se8B8_tzDG/">first episode of Lower Decks</a>, watch <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lz_xoFKH0aw">the accompanying episode of The Ready Room on YouTube</a>. There's also <a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zNNtdMoYbZw">a great Ready Room for the Strange New Worlds premier</a> (you'll notice the production quality of The Ready Room has gone <em>way up</em> since the Lower Decks Premier episode), but since that also premiered on the same day as the Picard Season 2 finale, you might need to skip a few segments to avoid Picard spoilers. There are chapter markers in the video.)</li><li>Skip around some of the best episodes from the classic Trek shows (TOS, TNG, DS9, VOY, ENT). Here's <a href="#episode-list">a handful of my personal favorites</a> if you don't want to search for other lists.</li><li>Pick whichever series seems most compelling (probably TNG—I get it; it's probably the best choice.) and watch through it, even if it's just while cooking or cleaning. You can use a viewing guide if you're in a hurry, but there's no rush, and some of the terrible episodes are great. You could also try <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-discovery/?searchReferral=google&amp;ftag=PPM-23-10ahb7b">Discovery</a> if you want to start another modern-era show before going classic, or are looking for LGBTQ+ representation that is admittedly lacking in earlier shows.</li><li>Repeat picking a new series until you run out of shows. I'd recommend doing just one at a time, but they're all wonderful, so don't think too hard about which one to start after you finish one (My recommendation might be TNG, DS9, VOY, ENT, Disco, with TOS episodes peppered throughout when you need a break)</li><li>Check out some of the movies periodically, or treat it as a project and treat it like another series in itself. I'd recommend starting with <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/star-trek-4">Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home</a> (1986) and <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/star-trek">Star Trek</a> (2009). And probably <a href="https://www.justwatch.com/us/movie/star-trek-ii-the-wrath-of-khan">Star Trek II: The Wrath Of Khan</a> (1982) after that, if just for the pop-culture relevance. Then just go in order, or fill 'em in on vibes.</li><li>Once you start getting into Discovery, don't forget to check out <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-short-treks/">Short Treks</a>, a series of shorts made in between seasons.</li><li>Watch <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-picard/?searchReferral=google&amp;ftag=PPM-23-10ahb7b">Picard</a> sometime after finishing TNG.</li><li>If you have young children in your life, watch <a href="https://www.paramountplus.com/shows/star-trek-prodigy/">Star Trek: Prodigy</a> with them.</li><li>Once you're a super fan, re-watch Lower Decks and it'll be even funnier. And maybe send me an email, because I'd be delighted to know this was useful to someone 🖖</li></ul>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Songs of 2021]]></title><description><![CDATA[Some favorite songs & records from 2021]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2021-playlist/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">618fc6e93b146b14032b00b5</guid><category><![CDATA[music]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2021 16:10:15 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>I haven't done one of these in a few years, but I was really impressed by the releases this year, so I made a playlist of some favorite tracks and highlighted a couple of my favorite records. There was a lot more pop in my rotation this year, which has been a fun change of pace.</p>
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<p>Here are a handful of the albums I want to highlight:</p>
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<li>
<p><strong>For Those I Love – For Those I Love</strong> (<a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/3gpVbxElqwLZfc1ZWfiN27">Spotify</a>, <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/album/for-those-i-love/1528042043">Apple Music</a>)<br>
My favorite record of the year. Introduced to me in a music Discord with the description, &quot;a stunning piece of work, think The Streets with a lot more potent grief,&quot; and I can't come up with a more succinct definition. This is a singer/songwriter/electronic/garage debut record from the Dublin artist David Balfe who wrote it as a sort of love letter and eulogy to his best friend, the Irish poet Paul Curran who died from suicide in 2018. There were some weeks where I’d just listen to this record through once or twice a day, hanging on every word, and I'd still somehow pick up something new with each listen. Put on your headphones on and listen through this one with your eyes closed.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Porter Robinson – Nurture</strong> (<a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/4Hjqdhj5rh816i1dfcUEaM">Spotify</a>, <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/album/nurture/1550626757">Apple Music</a>)<br>
My comfort record of the year. If For Those I Love is a meditation on pain, Nurture is a celebration of life and creativity. Porter struggled with writing this record for the past <em>seven years</em>. Coming from an EDM background, he had to teach himself to write a traditional verse/chorus song structure. He did basically everything for this record himself, and even pitches his vocals to sound more feminine in some tracks, which sounds wonderful. In one interview, he mentioned finding musical inspiration for this record in the soundtrack of the 2012 anime Wolf Children.</p>
</li>
</ol>
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<p>Maybe it's a gift that I couldn't recognize<br>
Maybe I don't really need to feel satisfied<br>
Maybe it's a gift that I spend all this time<br>
Just trying to feel alive</p>
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<ol start="3">
<li>
<p><strong>Tigers Jaw – I Won't Care How You Remember Me</strong> (<a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/4ZJsQTaRnAMmwAcTvVxxA7">Spotify</a>, <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/album/i-wont-care-how-you-remember-me/1532980195">Apple Music</a>)<br>
A little indie/emo band from Scranton I’ve been listening to since college that seems to get better with every release. I basically had this on repeat the whole month of its release.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>Fiddlehead – Between The Richness</strong> (<a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/64nJrI2yp3eCST6qjNAgPG">Spotify</a>, <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/album/between-the-richness/1555143275">Apple Music</a>)<br>
The second release from the Massachusetts band Fiddlehead, fronted by Pat Flynn of one of my all-time favorite bands, the legendary Have Heart.</p>
</li>
<li>
<p><strong>CHVRCHES – Screen Violence</strong> (<a href="https://open.spotify.com/album/0KuAi49HdkjHiuL7TjKsud">Spotify</a>, <a href="https://music.apple.com/us/album/screen-violence/1568545711">Apple Music</a>)<br>
Another amazing release from the Scottish synthpop band, with perhaps the silkiest, smoothest, opening track I've ever heard. With this release, the band channels some more gothic influences, and even has a feature with Robert Smith of The Cure on the track &quot;How Not to Drown.&quot;</p>
</li>
</ol>
<p>I also had a lot of fun with releases from Kississippi, Jetty Bones, Jail Socks, R.A.P. Ferreira, and Chloe Moriondo. Deafheaven's new LP fell a little flat for me, unfortunately, but EPs from Lorna Shore and Knocked Loose were great, and Rebecca Black's EP was an unexpected delight.</p>
<p>Also, I have Long-Legged Larry on the playlist, but the accompanying music video is a silly stop-motion romp that I highly recommend.</p>
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<p><strong>More Year-End Playlists:</strong></p>
<ul>
<li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2023-playlist">Songs of 2023</a></li>
<li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2022-playlist">Songs of 2022</a></li>
<li><a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/2018-playlist">Songs of 2018</a></li>
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<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Impact]]></title><description><![CDATA[You're allowed to do things for the impact they have on you; not just the other way around.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/impact/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">618d1b9f3b146b14032afff1</guid><category><![CDATA[thoughts]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 11 Nov 2021 15:10:25 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>I've been trying to refine a concept I've been thinking about recently: a justification for allowing ourselves to enjoy things without expectations. This morning I think I managed to articulate it as part of an unsolicited advice <a href="https://twitter.com/tylerconstance/status/1458786706736492546?s=20">tweet</a> to an acquaintance feeling stuck with his photography skills:<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup></p>
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<p>You're allowed to do things for the impact they have on you; not just the other way around.</p>
</blockquote>
<p>We can write bad poetry, make lackluster paintings, and take mediocre photographs, all with the intent that they'll make us better; not that we'll make them better.</p>
<p>We don't even need to produce anything at all for something to be worthwhile. It's okay just to watch films, read books, have thoughtful conversations, and admire art.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn2" id="fnref2">[2]</a></sup></p>
<p>It's less important we make creative things, and more important we let creative things make us.</p>
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<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>He politely told me the tweet didn't actually help him. You can't win 'em all. <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
</li>
<li id="fn2" class="footnote-item"><p>Scott Santens wrote about this beautifully in a UBI advocacy piece, &quot;<a href="https://www.scottsantens.com/the-quentin-tarantino-argument-for-universal-basic-income-ubi-people-watch-movies-and-play-video-games">The Quentin Tarantino Argument for UBI</a>&quot; <a href="#fnref2" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<!--kg-card-end: markdown-->]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Understated Audio]]></title><description><![CDATA[To avoid burying the lede on this one, I made a [tiny] podcast network.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/understated/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">605d364e8e53121d6ec1f959</guid><category><![CDATA[projects]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2021 21:53:00 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/04/L1053198.JPG" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/04/L1053198.JPG" alt="Understated Audio"><p>For the better part of a decade, I've cherished podcasts as part of my routines and rituals. I’ve developed <a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parasocial_interaction">parasocial relationships</a> with podcast hosts, and have turned bad moods around by listening to my favorite people have friendly conversations.</p><p>For a long time, I’ve wanted to contribute with this medium that has meant so much to me, or even just learn enough about its production to further appreciate its nuances, but I wasn't sure where to start. I thought about making a limited-in-scope podcast to audition friends as podcast hosts, but never ultimately had the time or motivation to make it a priority.</p><p>This changed when the COVID-19 pandemic derailed a year's worth of travel plans and freed up all of my tentatively planned vacation days. I continued to guard these days off throughout the year, holding on to a shred of optimism that I might be able to catch a flight somewhere before the year was out. Alas, as January drew nearer, I realized I needed a plan-b, and I opted to use all of my vacation days to give myself <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/4">four-day workweeks</a> from September through December.</p><p>With an extra day for personal projects every week, I finally had enough space to do my research, plan my strategy, coordinate with a potential co-host, and build the infrastructure to handle show notes and generate RSS feeds for an arbitrary number of podcasts with minimal manual tuning. A few weeks later, I had <a href="https://understatedaudio.com">understatedaudio.com</a> and its first show, <a href="https://understatedaudio.com/fun">One Fun Thing</a> with Amanda Huesmann, a loosely-premised show in which we each do something fun in our own lives and talk about it together, while mostly using it as an excuse to just talk to each other about life while the red light is on.</p><p>There are so many easier solutions than building my own podcast website, but I wanted something that I had near-complete control over, and something that I could scale accordingly (modestly) in case I decided I wanted to add or retire shows in the future. I also just wanted to understand the process and technology stack to further appreciate how it all works.</p><p>I'm happy to share my process and implementation details in another post if there's interest, but for now I'll spare you the details. I do, however, remember a moment years ago listening to <a href="https://marco.org">Marco Arment</a> from <a href="https://atp.fm">Accidental Tech Podcast</a> (and the developer behind my favorite podcast client, <a href="https://overcast.fm">Overcast</a>) talk about <a href="https://overcast.fm/forecast">Forecast</a>, his free podcast encoding and MP3 tagging utility, and <em>yearning</em> for an excuse to use it. Now I use it a few times every month, and I feel a sense of gratitude every time I open it, just to be part of the club.</p><p>Now I'm back on five-day workweeks, and my time and motivation has waned, though I do have some modest aspirations for the future of this little network when I have the opportunity to turn my attention to it again. Now that I'm up and running and have enough experience to record, edit, and publish podcasts, I want to help make it easier for people who don't look like me do the same, much in the spirit of <a href="https://www.podcastmentorship.net/">Myke Hurley's podcast mentorship program</a>, by either offering guest episodes, full shows, or any knowledge I have to offer to people who are interested in stepping into this beautiful medium in which they are under-represented.</p><p>If that sounds like you, please reach out.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Pessimistic]]></title><description><![CDATA[…And now we’re back.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/pessimistic/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60736a2e3728a10a14bdf935</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 11 Apr 2021 21:47:19 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/04/L1053184-1.JPG" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/04/L1053184-1.JPG" alt="Pessimistic"><p>I’m glad I got to have a moment of escapism and optimism <a href="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/optimistic">a few weeks ago</a>, because it was fun while that lasted.</p><p>The weekends since were a rapid descent back into reality. I was feeling lonely, and I didn't even know where to turn. I felt like I left most of my friendships to rust and decay, and after a few attempts to reach back out, they seemed resistant to resuscitation. On top of it all, it felt like my social skills all atrophied, anyway, and <em>why is every vaccination request website terrible?</em> And why are vaccination rollouts so slow and clunky? And how did we even let it get to this stage in the first place?</p><p>A podcast I listened to mentioned an article in the New York Times, "<a href="https://www.nytimes.com/2021/04/03/business/pandemic-burnout-productivity.html">We Have Hit A Wall</a>." It's a short article on late-stage pandemic fatigue and burnout, and at this point, I've read it every few days.</p><p>I'm writing this on day 391 of this nightmare, having spent the vast majority of those days living and working alone in my small apartment. It's a lot to contend with, especially imagining that if everyone were as cautious as I, we could have  knocked this whole thing out in 2-4 weeks (this is an oversimplification and generalization, but a thought that occasionally surfaces in my mind, nonetheless). I try not to get too frustrated and generally choose to let go of the things I can't control, but it's occasionally been a challenge to maintain my composure when it feels like the continued precautions and sacrifices made by those like me are routinely undone by hordes of people who couldn't care less and can't or won't make the effort.</p><p>I think I was nearing a breaking point on Wednesday, but I spent my Thursday workday with the lighthearted adventures of Hilda (<a href="https://www.netflix.com/title/80115346">Netflix</a>) playing out in the corner of my second monitor, and secured my first vaccination appointment (tomorrow morning!), both of which seemed to help ease me back from that ledge.</p><p>I'm feeling a little better now, but next pandemic, I'm moving to New Zealand.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[Optimistic]]></title><description><![CDATA[I felt good for once during this god-awful year.]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/optimistic/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">60574f108e53121d6ec1f8e5</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 21 Mar 2021 14:39:16 GMT</pubDate><media:content url="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/03/L1053184-1.JPG" medium="image"/><content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="https://blog.tylerconstance.com/content/images/2021/03/L1053184-1.JPG" alt="Optimistic"><p>Yesterday I stepped out into the sun with a light jacket after a tough winter (and an excruciating year), and all things considered, I felt really <em>good</em>. With more joy than I knew what to do with, I put on some of my favorite springtime records, went for a long walk, and sat on a polished marble bench on the cove where I opened up my Drafts app to finish (and send!) the abandoned check-ins and messages to friends and then-new acquaintances I couldn't commit to sending throughout the past year-plus.</p><p>I've refrained from writing publicly (or semi-publicly, since I don't often share my blog), about the pandemic as its been ongoing, but woof. It's been a miserable year getting news of personal losses, broad institutional failures, and brutally-public violence, all while personally dealing with occasional bouts of crushing loneliness inside the quiet walls of my small apartment, feeling powerless to do anything useful, or even to attempt to revive all the relationships I had left to languish.</p><p>I got through most days pretty well, relatively speaking, and with all privileges considered. I think I'm generally well equipped to handle solitude, and I enjoy living alone. But every once in a while, I'd stumble into a day where I'd manage to text <em>two</em> ex-girlfriends and wind up with arms wrapped tightly around a pillow, getting emotional to Star Trek.</p><p>Yesterday was different, though. I felt lighter in a way that felt richer and purer than the effects from comforts I manufactured as coping mechanisms for the past year. I was feeling optimistic, and for the first time in so long that I didn't even recognize the sensation at first. Upon returning from my walk, I saw <a href="https://www.bing.com/videos/search?view=detail&amp;mid=E540F40E632AEDFCAB83E540F40E632AEDFCAB83&amp;q=vlogbrothers&amp;shtp=GetUrl&amp;shid=08bc0d0f-67f3-46e7-bd70-7018b5c8819d&amp;shtk=SG93IE11Y2ggSG9wZSBpcyBPSz8%3D&amp;shdk=SW4gdGhlIHZpZGVvIEkgZGVzY3JpYmUgYSB3b3JyeSB0aGF0IGl0IGlzIHNlbGZpc2ggdG8gZmVlbCBuaWNlIGluIGEgd29ybGQgdGhhdCByZW1haW5zIGZ1bGwgb2YgYmFkIHRoaW5ncy4gSSdtIG5vdCBzdXJlIGlmIHNlbGZpc2huZXNzIGlzIHRoZSByaWdodCB3b3JkLCBidXQgSSBkb24ndCBrbm93IHdoYXQgdGhlIHJpZ2h0IHdvcmQgaXM%2FIEkgZG8gbm90IHdhbnQgdG8gZmVlbCB0aGUgbWl4IG9mIHJhZ2UgYW5kIHBvd2VybGVzc25lc3MgdGhhdCBJIG9mdGVuIGZlZWwuIEJ1dCBJIGRvIHdhbnQgdG8gcmVtYWluIHVuc2F0aXNmaWVkIGF0IHRoZSBpbmFkZXF1YWN5IG9mIG91ciByZXNwb25zZSB0byAuLi4%3D&amp;shhk=q68sWi5H7rcx52B1IAp2CyVqckh05O65Yw%2Bbde678SU%3D&amp;form=VDSHOT&amp;shth=OSH.tFgFLFZX0dXL3wL06ARnqw">a Hank Green video</a> which shared a similar sentiment. It's been a crushing, desolate, lonely, terrifying season, and not just from a planetary perspective. But things are getting brighter, and it feels like spring is finally coming.</p>]]></content:encoded></item><item><title><![CDATA[4-Day Workweeks]]></title><description><![CDATA[I subsidized a personal four-day workweek experiment using my paid time off]]></description><link>https://blog.tylerconstance.com/4/</link><guid isPermaLink="false">61510bc23728a10a14bdf9ae</guid><category><![CDATA[life]]></category><dc:creator><![CDATA[Tyler Constance]]></dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 20 Mar 2021 00:14:00 GMT</pubDate><content:encoded><![CDATA[<!--kg-card-begin: markdown--><p>It felt impertinent and completely without grace, but against a social backdrop of police violence, and global pandemic filling hospitals with people struggling to breathe, I still needed to decide how to allocate my paid time off for the rest of the year.</p>
<p>Stifling <em>that</em> internal dialog,<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn1" id="fnref1">[1]</a></sup> my typical strategy when allocating 3 weeks off is to schedule two one-week trips, and periodically spend the remaining week on health days, either recovering from an illness or, more likely, taking a mental health day to give myself a break. When it became increasingly clear that this model wasn't going to be feasible for the rest of my calendar year, I decided to shorten my workweek for a while, instead.</p>
<p>I’m no stranger to the benefits of a four-day week, and I follow the work of <a href="https://www.4dayweek.com">some organizations</a> that advocate for companies to start pilots, or for countries to enact it into policies. It's a worthwhile start! The idealist in me still yearns for Milton Friedman’s once-projected 15-hour workweek, but for now, the realist in me is at least working towards that goal independently, pursuing early retirement and financial independence to be able to afford the freedom to comfortably live that way in a more permanent capacity.</p>
<p>But for the time being, subsidizing my own little four-day workweek experiments using my own time off will have to do<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn2" id="fnref2">[2]</a></sup>. I started in September and scheduled myself four-day workweeks through the rest of the year.</p>
<p>It took me a moment to find my footing. I had a few productive days, but spent plenty of days days doing little more than lying in bed and watching Kipo and the Age of Wonderbeasts. Some of that lack of drive may have been malaise spilling over from our smattering of global cataclysms, or my body just forcing myself to take adequate rest, but a few weeks in I started to establish a routine that worked for me, and started building healthier habits.</p>
<p>Friday was often spent recovering from the workweek, doing errands, ordering groceries or home supplies I was putting off, listening to podcasts, watching shows and movies, and lounging around. Friday night I usually dedicated to personal projects, allowing myself to work late into the night when there are fewer distractions. Saturday started with pancakes and political podcasts, and I allowed myself to spend the rest of the morning consuming mindfully: enjoying a hot beverage with a novel or comic book, catching up on articles I saved throughout the week, or sitting in my chair with a good record. The afternoon may have been spent catching up with a friend or two, and in the evening I picked up my projects again.</p>
<p>In short, Fridays were for rest, Saturdays were reserved for living the life I wish everyone could have, and Sundays were for house chores and errands, as well as getting mentally prepared for my next four days.</p>
<p>I've always been a bit of a generalist when it comes to hobbies, and having not only the time, but the energy to be able to experiment with a few more was a joy. In the past few months I picked up digital illustration and podcasting, taught myself how to do my own haircuts, and experimented with learning piano.</p>
<p>I'm publishing this in March, just about four months after I've had to return to a conventional workweek. I'm still regularly publishing a <a href="https://understatedaudio.com">podcast</a>, though less frequently, and I'm still giving myself regular haircuts every two or three weeks, but my digital illustration progress has been greatly slowed, and piano pursuits have been completely abandoned. Habits and hobbies always wax and wane, but it hurts a little to think about what I'm giving up on a full-time schedule, and how much more I could be doing to enrich my life and improve the lives of others with even <em>one more day</em>.<sup class="footnote-ref"><a href="#fn3" id="fnref3">[3]</a></sup></p>
<p>I’m going to continue normalizing and advocating for concepts like UBI and shorter workweeks, because financial security and having more time to enjoy it makes an appreciable difference in my appreciation for life, and from the bottom of my heart, I want everyone to be able to experience that.</p>
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<li id="fn1" class="footnote-item"><p>It's a strange cognitive dissonance, trying to do kindnesses for yourself while so many others are in peril, but our society is a nightmare, and authoritarianism thrives by making people feel tired and hopeless, so what choice is there but to find time for rest, or even joy, every once in a while? <a href="#fnref1" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn2" class="footnote-item"><p>It's difficult making the decision between a more sustainable workweek and taking longer blocks of time off, because they aren't really interchangable substitutes. Eventually, I'll scrape together enough privilege and money to allow myself both, but I recognize that not everyone can do that, even though we all should be able to experience it. <a href="#fnref2" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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<li id="fn3" class="footnote-item"><p>Then again, when I was sixteen and working at an ice cream stand, I was whining to my aunt, expressing that I wanted to contribute more meaningfully to the world with my work. She laughed, and while she applauded my intentions, she assured me that I could help the world with ice cream for a few summers. <a href="#fnref3" class="footnote-backref">↩︎</a></p>
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